Read em and weep !!

After quite some time now..

2009-04-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

Flash baby flash baby..

shippal..

That Black Vespa looks good if the rider is wearing a handsomely black tuxedo. . .

*Snaps back to reality.. omg.. time sure flies. 20th April 2009..

I'm about to go to bed.. suddenly a tiny little cockroach fly around my room. How am I suppose to sleep soundly tonight?

somebody.. help !!!

Lazy day !

2009-03-20T04:39:00.000-07:00

Time is passing by slowly without any worries...

Today is a happy lazy day... and it's all good ~~

My first week in college..

2009-03-19T06:27:00.001-07:00

Wow.. college.. isn't it great..

New friends.. New Class.. New subject.. New assignment..???

It's been only a week.. and I've got a whole lot of shit of assignment right now.. and I've only got 2 hands.. shit man..

Anyway, It's been good.. everything's been good now days... It's like you already know that everything will be just find and everything's gonna be going smoothly according to plan.. well, the life of a student is a little bit more of a challenging to me. But it doesn't even matter.. I'm a man that likes to take a challenge.. probably.. *lol*

I'm happy to know a couple of my classmates that will be one of my best friends in the fallen present and the near future in time.. and this is great. Because its nice to have a cheery atmosphere inside the class once in a while.. I can't stand the fact that everyone was so freaking stiff on their first day in college.. for example.. when the teacher was asking them names and questions.. they were like a mindless puppets.. Stiff I tell ya.. STIFF !!! where's the joy of being a student.. *sigh*

I took only 4 subject for this sem..

1) Fundamental Photography - En. Fauzi
2) Intro to MassComm - M. Mangala
3) Marketing Principles & Strategies - Mr. Danial
4) Fundamental Graphic Design - M. Bridget

Fundamental Photography - this is a good subject btw.. now i know lots of stuff about pictures and cameras.. and now I know whats the meaning of ISO !! haha. ( lame ) but anyhow.. it's a good class.. it's just that En. Fauzi is having a hard time on speaking our international language.. but let's give him time shall we.. he's a good lecturer btw =)

Intro to MassComm - Ahh~ Mangala is a one hell of a lecturer.. I love her.. she is so easy going.. She's the reason why I love MassComm.. haha

Marketing Principles & Strategies - Weird methods on teaching the students.. but to me.. he is alright.. I was fully focus on the watch every half an hour just to clap the clapper.. *lol* btul x grace..?? haha

Fundamental Graphic Design - I was kinda anxious to take this class actually.. because this subject was suppose to be learned when I'm in Sem 2.. but luckily I didn't took English classes.. So, i've change it to this one.. the subject is interesting.. kinda wonder what's gonna happen in our second class next week =)

So.. thats just it I guess... if there is a picture.. i will post it out alright.. till next time =P

Thanks everyone..

2009-03-12T15:49:00.002-07:00

Wow.

Thank you everyone.

You know, it's a blessing to know that you can learn how to truly appreciate something while it's still around... I'm beyond lucky to learn how to accept the beautiful life I have without saying "I wish I knew then what I know now"... Sure, I'm a goofball (I'm generally just uncomfortable), and I have a lot more lessons to really take in, but to know that I can grow and change and trip and try to turn it into a dance while I'm still in the center of living my dream is just about the greatest thing ever.

I think Jason Mraz wrote, recorded and SANG one of the best songs of 2008, and I hope this makes it back to him...

To everyone waiting under the machine that drops records into their hands, be patient, stay tuned, and remember that I'll never stop thinking about you.

I'm going to bed!

thank you
thank you
thank you

Muaz

Know me better than anyone !!

2009-03-10T20:47:00.000-07:00

I found this one in kisu blog.. it looks interesting to me and i was like.. how bout I try it out.

This is the result that came out after i answer all of the questions..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Now I know why I felt this way.. It's like every time I look at the mirror I am seeing somebody else that is not me. Right now I am living my life without any regrets.. and let me tell you guys one thing here, I don't like to deal with any hypocrites.. means that if I know anything that I shouldn't hear that is related to you.. and when I find out that that is true. I'm gonna fuck you up real bad !!

But on the lighter side of me.. Life had been great.. I don't like to associate with asshole now and everything had just been a blast and the energy that my friend has given me now had been the source full soul of my life right now...

Music on the other hand had been the hand that push me right up when I am down. Right now, the dumbfounded is preparing the list of songs that might sell out to the audience and we are getting a new bassist soon because things didn't work out like we hoped and planed . Ryu-bynn is going to Australia next year and we're gonna miss him.. but right now.. we need to require a new bassist. Our manager had finds us some gig to perform and we might get lucky and perform in HELP University. Things turn just find anyway..

P.s: Lost a friend..? I can find thousands of them.. Lost a best friend.. I can find none of them..

I"m happy now ;p

2009-03-09T21:57:00.000-07:00

I am not an army brat !!

Hello everyone, its been a while I haven't updated my blog. But that wouldn't be a problem anymore because I just got me a WiMAX !!!! yehhzaa.. now I don't have to burden people by goin to their house and screwing with their internet ;p

I'm happy now.. for a lot of reasons.. Last week my mum had bought me a new phone. Well, It's not a very high tech phone like you guys out there.. but it is a cool phone and I can lives with that.. and the phone symbolizes my thoughts and feelings.. it's like when you look at it.. you know that i'm gonna be fine =p

It's a Nokia Music Express:

Its a pretty neat phone.. and I had load up tons of music.. just to express my feelings ;p *lol*

This friday is my orientation day in SEGi college.. can't wait actually.. I'm tired of being here and being kept captive by the family. Everything had been turn upside down for me.. I've finally got a phone (take that hamudi you piss of scum), I'm finally going to college and I'm finally felt happy for the first time.. cuz she said that she wanted to know me first..

Right here..

Right now...

This soft-spot right here..

symbolizes that..

I am happy...

P/s: everybody is ;p

Shooting stars..

2009-03-02T20:31:00.000-08:00

I love this picture =D

Hello everyone.. I've had a terrific weekend and I hope you guys are having a blast as well.. here's a couple of pictures that I promise, finally~

This picture is credited to Azfar =D

No camera pls~

Me and Mr.Director

Zack and Intan and Me =D

Ana, me and kisu =-D

Well.. overall it was a great day..

P.s: I have a crush on you..

Finally..

2009-02-23T21:14:00.000-08:00

Finally.. I update my blog.. it has been for quite some time already.. ( i can even see some dust and a spider web somemore lol ) anyway.. it has been a good weeked for me.. been working a lot..

A couple days back.. I went to UITM with Mas,Liz, and Kisu.. rehearsal through acting is tough.. But luckily.. I'm good (ceeh)

There is a lot of shouting and gesturing involve through the practice.. good right?? Min and benz are good in so many ways.. well.. lets just see how good they are XD

The sad thing is teahuh couldn't take the role of SAM*.. BUT, fortunately the role had been given to a girl.. anna..Hanna.. ana.. dunnu which one. hahaha.. But I like her a lot.. she's good too =D

Well.. I dunnu what to brag here.. photos/Picture are still being kept inside my laptop and i dunnu when i'm gonna get it.. Soon I guess..

As for now.. more surveys XD

A. Attached or single?= Single.. but right now.. I found someone.. wait wait XD

B. Best friend(s)?= TCD, Dumbfounded, Half of Vyruz Family.. (TCD termasuk Don and Shira and Yang and his gay brother shen Hsing *lol*)

C. Cake or pie?= Cake plss.. chocolate *wink*

D. Day of choice?= thursday.. cuz got ladies night meehh hehe..

E. Essential item?= Accessories, Laptop and HP<-- Coming Soon

F. Favorite color?= Red and Blue + Black and White

G. Gummy bears or worms?= Gummy bears like in the cartoon or what..???

H. Hometown?= Subang Jaya jyeah~

I. Favorite indulgence?= Cheese cake..

J. January or July?= Well.. I like september.. So much sacred is happening on that month..

K. Kids?= I love kids.. that is.. when they behave..

L. Life isn’t complete without?= Family and friends and technology..

M. Marriage date?= I dunnu.. 777812981029381290812309123109273091232198037012Mix0901923192381092 seconds from NOW

N. Number of magazine subscriptions?= Well.. I haven't subscribe any..

O. Orange or apple?= Apple of course..

P. Phobias?= Me.. phobias..?? puhhleasss man.. I'm not scared of anything except GOD !!

Q. Quotes?= "How You DOIN?"

R. Reasons to smile?= Happy..

S. Season of choice?= Springgggg~

T. Tag 3 people= EVER RY ONE <-- hahaha 3 kan...??

U. Unknown fact about me?= I have loads of metaphors kept inside my head.. But I dun like metaphors not one bit !!!

V. Vegetable?= MAMAK !! KAILAN IKAN MASIN SATU !! haha

W. Worst habit?= Fart in public.. lol OPss Excuse me.. haha

X. X-ray or ultrasound?= Ultrasound.. hate to see x-rays..

Y. Your favorite food(s)?= I like everything that has got to do With that programme (License to grill in AFC)

Z. Zodiac sign= Libra..

P.s: Well.. better than nothing right..??

In the memoirs of the beloved J. Valentine

2009-01-30T14:21:00.000-08:00

I'm sure most of you guys have heard that Resident Evil next franchise is about to come out soon and this one is called R.E 5.

The Cover Game =D

Yes Resident Evil 5 is coming out soon, and this time.. the infections will be much more hazardous and wicked. I believe the blood and the grossing part also will be double the fun. So for those people who is still underage as in below 18, try to back off from this one because this game is way over your league.

Quick Picture:

This is so racist man XD

I've been doing some research on the game, just so that I can find out to more details so that I can analyze the game myself. I've been through some of the websites even youtube as well, and what do you know.. something caught my intention I've notice this one video that entitle 'The Death of Jill Valentine'

Well if you are a fan, I'm sure you guys know who is Jill Valentine. She is the main character in R.E 1 and 3. She is the woman who wears all plain sexy blue plus a sweater I think dangling on her waist, well considering that she is a little bit lack of fashion. But that's not what I'm gonna talk and brag to you guys out here.

The inevitable death that has been given to a character by Capcom and that's been in R.E for far too long is actually and finally dealing with DEATH itself!! The title of the video fascinates me at some point and I click at it just to deal away with my own curiosity.

This is what came out :

Can you say Wtf???

Well, yeah some people says that she is still alive.. but Capcom haven't given out any details whatsoever on what really happen to Jill Valentine.. Anyway, yeah.. is it true that she really died? Lets find out shall we?

The game will be coming out around March for Xbox360.. as for ps3 I'm not sure. So, for all you gamers out there who is in love with Chris,Claire,Leon,Ada,Curtis and my personal best Wesker. Make sure to bought the original Dvd and Blu-ray =D

(or you could download it at rapid share.. save a fortune)

R.I.P

p.s: Wesker is soo overPowered in this one.. he got like this super cool ability or something.. and yes.. he is the bos in Resident Evil 5 ( Happy Nina ?)

Whats new?

2009-01-30T00:27:00.000-08:00

1) Heard that a new trainer worker will be working here.

2) Heard that one of em is a killer *dangerous*..

3) I'm excited..

4) Curious actually..

5) So what do they look like?

6) ??

7) Lu pikir laa sendiri =D

Sorryyy Kissuuu >.<

2009-01-28T19:16:00.004-08:00

1. What were you doing 30 minutes ago ?Having my early breakfast at mentari..

2. Are you afraid of falling in love ?Yes I am.. but i'm not afraid to try..

3. Have you ever seen the last person you texted naked ?Well.. half naked yes..

4. Will tomorrow be better than today ?I hope so..

5. If you could make your lips bigger, would you ? no I wouldn't change it, I love my sexy lipss..

6. What were you doing at midnight last night ?Sleeping endlessly..

7. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket ?I'm a good driver.. so.. no =D

8. Is there one person that can always make you smile ? I guess.. JayE always makes me laugh.

9. What are you listening to right now ? The Academy Is - About a girl

10. Have you kissed someone in the past five days ?No.. Would you like to be my next victim?

11. What does your last text message say ?"sorry dude I was asleep last night..?? apa lu mau?"

12. Who was the last person you call ? Misscall - Kisu

13. Do you miss anyone right now ? Yes, I do miss someone right now..

14. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ? I think it was nina.. cannot recall laa..

15. When is your birthday ?8 month from now..

16. How's your heart lately ? In good condition..

17. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone ? I love to sleep with my frens.. (pillow talking is fun man)

18. Will next Friday be a good one ? Same old same old..

19. When was the last time something REALLY bothered you ?a couple of weeks back..

20. When was the last time you got a haircut ? last december.. damn hafiz !!!

21. Have you ever lived with a girlfriend? Haha.. no, can't wait =D

22. Do you want children ? Yess.. I want my baby to be delivered by post.. fedEX is good and i want 12.. ( you know what they say.. the more the merrier)

23. Would you consider adoption ? Adoption? yes.. I love adopting children..

24. Do you believe that you can change someone ? No.. it all depends on them actually.

25. If you see someone you like, do you go talk to them ? YES !!!! cuma.. kisu je I don't have the courage to talk to =D

26. Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't ? I wish.. i could get back lynn,Hany,Sera,Jaja,Amin... I miss them !!

27. Have you ever broken a heart ?Yes.. I'm such a badass.

28. Is there a reason for your MySpace song ?Chuck berrry-johnny be goode.. haha.. I love him.. and yes he is a legend..

29. Do you look more like your mom or your dad ? I look more like a genuine hustle thats for sure.. but relatively.. I look more like my real dad.

30. Do you like movie nights ? Yess.. I like~

31. What are you looking forward to ? Perform for this years prom and college and some other stuff.. that i can't relate to..

32. Are you happier single or in a relationship ? Single.. nobody can satisfy me in a relationship.. believe me.. if they can.. I am the most happiest person alive.

33. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be ?Awwww maann!! Why god WHYYYY !!!

34. Last movie you watched ? Stinkheart.. eh silap2 Inkheart.. Ok laaa..

35. What would happen if children ruled the world ? Huh..?? Children?? I know whats gonna happen.. more DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION i'm sure..

36. What color is your room ? Orange and Green..

37. Name a celebrity you would invite to your birthday ? John Mayer and My Friends.

38. Describe the best teacher you have had so far. Pn.Chong and Ung you guys are the best.

39. Where would you go first if you could fly ? First stop, Paris..

40. Explain the worst punishment you have ever received. Sudden execution by my mom.. *lol*

41. What's your favourite Disney character ? Why ?Genie and Mickey. why? because Genie is a funny character whereelse Mickey is so cool with that black hoodie in kingdom hearts.

42. Do you have a computer in your room ?Yeah a desktop.. but cannot use already..

43. Would you rather be alone, with one another person, or with a group of friends ? I wanted to be in a room with the person that i care so much and love so much..

44. Do you like ice cream ? Depends what type of ice-cream we're talking about.. if it's a pokomon.. yeah I do =D

45. Are you listening to music right now ? Jyeah~ I am..

46. If yes, what ? John Mayer - Dreaming with a broken heart.

47. What do you wanna be when you get older ? A man that has self confidence and wealth and good background religions..

48. Can you do the Soulja Boy dance ? No i can't.. but i can do a lot of other dance such as Liquid,shuffle,Freestyling,Crunk and my personal favorite waltz

49. Do you currently have a MySpace ? I actually do.. but haven't updated it for a while..

50. Are you eating or drinking anything right now ? Well... no..

51. What do you label yourself ? A man with a very big heart??

52. What's your favourite color ?Red and Blue

53. Favourite website ? Onemanga ( just for fridays and saturday only) my personal favorites is Facebook and youtube.

54. Do you have a big imagination ?Owh yeah, I can see a girl naked without even looking at one.. how BIG is that =D

55. At what age did you stop playing with Hotwheels ? I think back then I was 6..

56. Have you ever owned a classic Hotwheels cars ? Yeah.. and i throw it away.. because at that time.. i was 6 damn it =D

57. Do you text, or talk more ? both.. I like texting because its cheaper.. I like talking because i can hear her voice..

58. Watch Hannah Montana ? Not much of a fan.. but yeah several times in disney channel..

59. Favourite sport to watch ? Soccer, Basketball, baseball, Tennis and american footbal

60. Ever seen the movie Prom Night ? Nope.. but i watch the trailer though.. good movie.

61. Are you obsessed with Twilight ? hahaha.. no.. I'm not gay..

62. Edward Cullen or James ? edward.. definately..

63. Own a cell phone ? Soon..

64. Leather shoes or canvas shoes ? I don't like leather..

65. Do you speak any French ? Aureivua...

66. Ever liked Barney ? I love you.. you love me.. Hey Kids.. *lol* He use to be my imaginary friend..

67. Are you a Jonas Brothers obsessor ? Hell no.. I despise them actually..

68. Favourite song ? Lovebug by the Jonas brothers and Stop This Train by John Mayer

69. Do you freak under pressure ? I'm a cool guy.. never freak out..

70. Do you find yourself being mad all the time ? Erhhh??

71. Do people tell you "your crazy" ? Sometimes.. in a good way..

72. Would you consider yourself sexy ? yes I am.. ( gila perasan )

73. Do you cry when you're alone ? nope..

74. Are you single ? Uhuh.. it has been like over a year.. gila sangap right now..

75. Happy with your life ? They don't call me a happy-go-lucky for nothing..

76. Bi-sexual ? Straight person ? Or gay ? Bi-sexual masa dkat P.D.. But most of them time.. i'm straight.. ( yes kiss.. I am )

77. Do drugs ? Just weed.. dulu laa...

78. Drink ? No.. I am so the innocent type..

79. Listen to rap ? only Kanye west..

80. Believe in love ? A little.. I believe in chemistry between two people.

81. Ever been used ? Yeah.. Yol fucking use me.. hahaha

82. Like shopping ? I would love to shop.. window shopping that is..

83. Picky about the opposite sex because you don't wanna get hurt ? Yes, I am a little bit picky.. but that's because i don't wanna get hurt anymore..

84. Do you think this survey is annoying or pissing you off ? no.. i'm cool.. Keep on rollin baby..

85. What should you do right now ? read the morning newspaper..

86. How many times did you see Twilight in theaters ? Just once..

87. Ever eaten tofu ?Yes, I am a Tofu fan..

88. Do you take a lot of pictures of yourself ? Use too.. but I am not a cam whore..

89. Ever had a fried Twinkie ? huh..?? is it delicious?? *gulp*

90. In real life, do you actually say "LOL" or "OMG" ? I like to say *LOL* a lot..

91. Where do you hang your towel to dry after showering ? I like to hang it at the stair case..

92. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush ? Comb I guess.. but right now no.. because i attend to keep it as messy as it can be.

93. In your opinion, who do you think is the hottest celebrity ? Andriana Lima..

94. What color is the blanket on your bed ? Green and blue..

95. Do you bruise easily ? No..

96. Do you like ice in your drink ? yes.. I'm in love with ice..

97. What color are your pyjamas ? I sleep butt naked..

98. Cat or dog ? I like dogs.. a lott..

99. If you had a choice to be a unicorn or mermaid, which would it be ? A handsome mermaid... do it comes with a trident too?

100. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair ? Huh? maybe i like to keep it straight and real..

101. Describe your handwriting ? Scrappy and hideous..

102. What do you have planned for the weekend ? Clubbings and Practice my lines..

103. What's your current mood on MySpace ? can't remember..

104. Why ? I can't remember laa..

105. What do you want to do at this very moment ? relax my mind and do my works

106. Favourite candy ? Crunchie =D i like~

107. Who are you in love with ? Do you wanna know?

108. Have you ever eaten a crayon ? hahaha.. I am so the clumsy type when I was around 3 years old..

109. Are you wearing perfume right now ? yess.. Forgot the brand...

110. Where is your best friend ?One is in Terengganu.. And the other 7 of them is here in Subang Jaya..

Tagging-

Kisu

Yol

Nina

Shira

Nazirul

Hide & Seek d---__---b ???

2009-01-27T21:59:00.000-08:00

Crap.. I seriously need to memorize my 15 lines.

15?

Yes, 15.. I am so stressed right now. In a couple of weeks time, I will be doing some acting in front of peoples and friends. Acting isn't just my style.. I've never acted in front of a video camera before. Some of my lines are very hard to remember..

So, this post-out-blog is given out to the people who is acting on this short film. If you guys are reading this, we need to practice as soon as quikie as possible... I know it's not until the 30th of february. Hell, even though my face are stoned and my body is in awesomeness conditions.. my knees are shakin lackin just like Usopp after he saw Moria suck up all the 1000 shadows (huh?)

Yes I need serious help right now..

Scared to death (kill myself)

P.s: I'm really bump nina couldn't be in it... *sigh*

What is the meaning of all this?

2009-01-27T18:34:00.000-08:00

Hello and Gong Xi Fa Chai.. It has been two days since the day of the Chinese celebrating their festive hols and I am pretty sure you guys are wondering on what have I've been up to within this passed few days.

I wanted to story out everything..

But..

Some certain people are just dying to know..

Where else, some certain people aren't bothered about my daily sched..

So, to make things short and simple. I had come up with a cunning plan so that nina and kisu wouldn't bothered me and nagging me about me un-updating my blog. I have found out this interesting song called Cinta Bertahan. I do not know why I am so into this song right now, guess I am in a lovey-dovey mood =D

Cinta Bertahan:

Hidup yang sedang berjalan

Terasa ringan berjalan

Karenamu disisiku disampingku

Cinta yang kian tertanam

Terasa kuat bertahan

Karena kau menguatkan mensucikan

Kau dan aku bersenyawa mengarungi hidup

Reff:

*Cintaku ini akan bertahan

Tak akan habis menembus jaman

Kau buat mega menjadi warna

Satukan hati dan percaya

**Cintaku ini akan bertahan

Semakin hari semakin dalam

Engkau dan aku bisa jadikan

Mimpi jadi kenyataan

Hidup yang sedang berjalan

Terasa ringan berjalan

Karena kau menguatkan mensucikan

Kau dan aku bersenyawa mengarungi hidup

Chorusx2

I know that the lyrics is a little bit cheezy.. but who cares =D

Okay, One thing for sure.. Yol is fed up with me.. because I think for the last couple of days I've been hanging out at his house too much ( yeah i know ), I've been listening to this song at his MAC computer ( ceeeh waaah ) like too damn much. I can't help it, I am doing something good and better yet.. I am doing him a little bit of a favor. I am spreading joyest love and bringing happy cupids all around him hahaha.. Paper laa bro, you will thank me soon enough.

Just so you know, last week I went to Segi College with my mom and yol and yes everyone, I am and as for now a certified DIP Student =D. I'll be taking MASCOM there and yes I am happy plus anxious.

I am so happy because:

1. College life isn't like any ordinary University life ( jyeah~)

2. The lecturers will be way much cooler than the previous ones (hell jyeah)

3. No rules and regulation what so ever about keeping long and messy hair and cool outfit (lol)

4. There will be tons of senoritas~ (Crap)

5. Near to home ( Near to frens and family )

6. Authentic environment ( easier to study i think?? )

I am so anxious because:

1. I am not a people person and yes I hardly talk to anyone ( hard to fit in with the surroundings)

2. Scared the assignment will be as hard as hell ( I like~)

3. People will notice for who I really am...

4. Some chicks asking for my number...

5. Some negro guys asking for my number... ( wtf?)

6. Everybody will be asking for MY FREAKIN number...

Yes, this is the listings of my happyness and anxiousness through out the day. But I am happy most of it because I know, things would turn out perfectly fine as I wanted it to. Before this, I've been through a lot of shitty tight spot and I had been let down loads of times. But why am I not giving up? Why am I keep on fighting? Do I believe I'm fighting for something for more than just my survivals? Can I know what it is? Do I even know? Is it freedom or truth perhaps peace or is it could be for love? This is all a delusion created by my own thoughts. Vagaries of my perception. You know what, I have no idea on what the hell I'm saying.. just thought it would make me sound cool.

Last monday, I went out with one of my bestestx2 besties in the whole wide world. Nina, Kisu, Shira and two...... and yeah we had loads of fun and games. We went out around 3 p.m. Shira was so kind to pick me up *lol*. I was surprise that the car was cramp up, didn't noticed that there's another two people joining us for our girl-ish-ish-ishh day out. The two guys that tags us is nina and shira siblings and their name was..... and yeah supposely we went out to One Utama because the MAIN plan was to go there and have fun there. BUT nooo~ you guys wanted to go to Sunway Pyramid instead *lol* jk jk. It is so hard to find a decent parking lot and after a quite-some-time-look-around parking, we've finally manage to find one thanks to kisu (I think). I've noticed that shira phailz in keeping her car in lines, which is a big deal for me because I'm major in parking cars hahaha no offence shira. So yeah, after we went to the cinema and Arcade and subway bla bla bla bla bla... (lazy to write)

We hangout at Asian Avenue near the pokomon ice-cream booth. Shira and nina and the two.... was planing on throwing away some quarters for some out of this world dancing games

DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION !!!

*Lol*, we end up throwing away MORE than just a quarter of bucks. The game was so addictive and yes I am proud to announce to all y'all out there that I am an asian and yes I suck at dancing games. Specially..

PARA PARA PARADISE !!!

But what the heck.. like Russel says " THIS IS BEST BRO "

So yeah, inkheart was a little drag, if the movie was given a scale from one to a hundred. I would say.. a solid 10 =D (10 okay what nina) and yes, Wizard of Oz rules all. Do you wanna know why I give this movie a solid 10? It is because, the movie was too hazy and the storyline was so predictable. I mean seriously I can even predict that maggie inherites her fathers tongue for crying out loud.

But to me, the most annoying part that had happen when I was watching this movie is when this G.D bastard right behind me kept snooring loudly, and you know what, I payed 11 bucks just to hear him snoore? wtf?

Nvm, I'm not in the mood to write anymore... I post-out my blogs later in life around with some of my adorable pictures i'm sure, when I got the chance and time.. I post-it-out. As for now, I'm signing off. See you guys soon.

(actually i'm a little too lazy to write my blog)

P.s: The two anonymous people that I blog out here was Hasif and Aris ( hahaha )

P/s: I wanna know the title of the Thailand horror movie that's about to come out soon.. and yes.. we're planning to go for this one =D kan kan kan??

I stole this from kisuuu XD

2009-01-16T21:02:00.000-08:00

1. Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
Yes... everyone.. I kiss her. she kiss me.. I kiss him.. him kiss me.. who gives a shit weh =D

2. When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
Some say its a gentleman way.. But neh, not for me.

3. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
No such thing..

4. Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
Aww c'mon.. thats like the most common places ever. DONE !!

5. Ever snuck out of your house
Alll the time.. my mum bestowed me - the ninja -

6. Kill or be killed?
Kill !!!! definately..

7. Break someone's heart or have your heart broken?
My heart is broken now.. but its mending on its own thanx to the people that helps me around.

8. What did you do just now?
Singing I'm yours and check yes juliet and playing Left 4 dead XD

9. Do you like someone right this second?
Obviously not her anymore.. I'm through...

10. Would you ever get a tattoo?
No effin way.. i hate tatoos..

11. What was the last thing you ate?
Hawaiian pizza and BBQ pizza at nailis XD

12. Are you a morning person or a night person?
I'm a morning person.. Love to sing a morning song while looking at the mirror XD
Its not normal.. i know..

13. Do you snore?
Well, i don't think i snored when i'm sleeping.. but my brother said sometimes i talk when i'm asleep.

14. What would you do if you opened up your front door and there's a dead body?
Close back the door and pretend it was only a dream..

15. Do you like to spend time with people?
Yes.. I do that all the time..

16. Are you hungry?
My stomach is givin me the orchestra...

17. Are you a forgiving person?
Yes i am..

18. Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
Nope... I'm all alone =D

19. Do you want a relationship right now?
Yes.. Ntah laa... who would want me..

20. What are you about to do?
Trying hard to forget the person that I like the most right now..
Which is goin pretty well actually.. jyeah~

21. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
Wait once.. I think it was my cat =D

22. If you could be a superhero, what would you want to do?
Apply for WWF.. thats the first thing that a superhero should do..

23. Three feelings at the moment?
Happy,bored and enthusiatic

24. Done anything you regret so far in life?
Yes.. loads of it..

25. Are you listening to anything?
Magic - Justin Timberlake

26. Where are you right now?
At zuls house... upstairs !!

27. What are you scared of?
God,Ghost,Mum,Dad,Zombies,Cockroaches !!!!

28. Last movie you watched?
-Perfume - the story of a murderer.. super orgy =D

29. Last song you sang out loud?
Check Yes Juliet !!!
30. Are you thinking of someone right now?
Yes...

31. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Yol...

32. Have you changed much this year?
Yes.. from good to bad.. and now from bad to worse..

33. Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
My house to his house..

34. Has anyone ever said "you looked like a celebrity"?
Lots of time..

35. Do you speak any other language?
English and B.M !! A little Japanese and Spanish ( most of it is swearing and cursing )

36. Do you dress for style or comfort?
Comfort definately.

37. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
Never went there..

38. What's the craziest thing you've done?
hahahaha.. foursome.. hahaha..

39. Favourite colors?
Red and blue..

40. What is your favourite John Mayer song?
Stop this train

41. What are you looking forward for this summer?
Bitchesss...

42. Last time you smiled?
right now... watching her picture..

43. If you could choose any fate, what would you choose?
I think its up to god...

44. If you could have anything in the world, what would you want?
Lots of things... but for now, I want Misa Campo !!!

New years.. jyeah~

2009-01-07T23:35:00.000-08:00

In 2008, I....
Stayed single almost the whole year?
jyeah~ what a bussttt.. hated it and lovin it

Kissed someone new?
hehe, yup !! i love the people i snooged

Done something you've regretted?
Loads, wish I could make it up for it one by one..

Lost someone?
Haha, I recruited lots of people and bestowed them my NAKAMA !!!

Cut class?
For now.. i'm working, so i dun have a class.. wait laa till march !!

Were involved in something you'll never forget?
Yess... it happens in p.d XD

Visited a different country?
Nope.. sad sadd saddd =(

Cooked a gross meal?
Once, i swear the kitchen isn't the same ever again..

Lost something important to you?
My fucking hp.. damn you !!!

Got a gift you adore?
for now no.. but next month jyeah~

Tripped over a coffee table?
Nope nope.. neverrr !!

Dyed your hair?
hahaha, nooo.. i like to keep it natural XD

Came close to losing your life?
hurm~ once.. but that was a long time ago. ( what do believe me kaa )

Read a great book?
Nope.. I don't have the time to even read one..

Saw one of your favourite bands/artists live?
Nope.. *sigh*

2008: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?
Nope.. not even one =(

Fuck who am i kiddin. NINAAAAAAA !!!!! Kisssuu !!! Shiraaa !!! Don !!!! Yang !!! Mas !!!! Afiq nuramin !!! ( i can't say teahuhs name here.. because i knew her way before )

Did you dislike anyone?
yeah.. all the names above <3 hahahaha.. jk jk

Grow apart from anyone?
I'm not sure.. but i hate it if the person i love the most.. stop thinking about me !

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
Not at all.. i mean, sometimes we did argue.. but we intend to forget about it and moved on.. i think thats what bonds us together even more ( damn this is deep )

2008: Your BIRTHDAY!?
Did you have a cake?
Honestly, it's been 3 years since i had celebrated my birthday.. people just sent me a text msg and wishing me for the past 3 years!! that was fun.. yay !!

Did you have a party?
Nerh~

Did you get any presents?
Never in my entire life.. this one i'm not jokin !! i know, i'm pathetic..

2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?
Haha.. I guess, some people just love the way things are.. specially me.

Did you get your hair cut?
I am, right now.. currently.. wanted my hair to grow as long as it can.

Did you change your style?
I like to keep it real yaww..

Were you in school?
Used too.. back in 2005. Senior year - 5 jujur RULES !!

Did you get good grades?
Haha.. I am such a nerd back on those days.. i didn't even skip class. but, no.. i didn't get good grades.. I vowed myself for skipping class.. but i love to be in class and make a fool outa myself and sleep all morning. maybe thats why i didn't get good grades.. ceeeehh~~

Did you have a job?
Jyeah~ I am currently working as an Executive Director in Sheromas SPA beauty and therapy. ( yeah i know.. how can that happen )

Did you drive?
Yes.. illegaly!!!

Did you own a car?
Nope.. not till I get my diploma..

Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yeah.. nina, kisu and don.. triplets.. but kisu and don got kembar siam. AWW !!!

Did you move at all?
Nowdays.. i prefer to stay in one location and sit there typing till night !!!

Did you go on any vacations?
Port Dickson is the best for me.. (I still owe shira on this one) ahhh, I promise i'll pay you back asap !!! I am killing myself here..

Would you change anything about yourself now?
I love myself.. fuck self obses~ hahaha

2008: Wrap UP
Was 2008 a good year?
Okay laaa...

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
Hell yeah.. no more religious school wehh !!! college life is in session XD

I confess that in 2008 I...
[x] stayed single for the whole year
[ ] kissed in the snow
[ ] celebrated Halloween
[ ] had your heart broken
[ ] mooned someone
[x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
[x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
["no, I'm not gay! I'm just a bit bi-curious!"]
[x] came out of the closet
[ ] gotten pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[x] done something you've regretted

OTHER
[ ] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[ ] shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
[x] posted a blog on MySpace
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] cut in a line of waiting people
[I still remember i cut a line for the movie twilight ]
[ ] told someone you were busy when you weren't
[ ] partied to celebrate the new year
[ ] Cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lied about how old you were
[x] prank called someone
[hahaha.. i like to do prank jokes. whos gonna be my next victim? ]

In 2008 I...
[x] broke a promise
[ ] fell out of love
[x] lied
[-] cried over a broken heart
[nearly]
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] slept under the stars

[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country

[ ] almost died
[x] given up on something/someone important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met gay people. [ don ]

[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing [acting and talking to the mirror]
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had a high cell phone bill
[x] spent most of your money on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[x] went to the beach
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[x] became closer with a lot of people

I TAG
Nina
Kisu
JayE
Nazirul

The Diary 1

2009-01-03T01:36:00.000-08:00

3 Jan 2009

So, As far as we know, 2008 had been a terrific and tremendous moment of our entire life. Still, some people ( including me ) had also been having a sad and mellow dramatic moments. For example, lets rewind back 1 year ago where i had been send to a religious school. I'm not saying that the school was a total bust for me, It's just that, knowing what you had in front of you missing one and one gives you the moment of pleasure of killing yourself.

So, as far as you children know what I've been doing this past few weeks. I've been given the power to be in a high standards in one of the SPA's in P.J. I've been given a position as the Executive Director here. But the only thing i've been doing so far is signing some important papers and probationing the entire staff. Its not so bad though, I even get myself free cookies by the end of the day for doing my job here. The people here are very friendly, speacially to tiffany and nor who had been giving me the HOLIC !! The amount of energy that they put into this job is incredible, its like they're trying to cure cancer or something. But luckily they help me out enough. Honestly, I'm a little bit lost without them *lol*

An old saying said that "we should might as well be unlove than never been in love at all"

I agree, having a relationship right now is not a thing for me. To me whats important in my life right now, is my family and friends. Funny thing, Last night I was a little bit hang over with sheena and nazirul. We hangout at Rhasta for more than 3 hours there, and i'm happy too. Because i've got to hangout with my best friends. We were hanging out and shi-shaing till shaun and some of his friends came along and life up the party. Shaun was awesomely cool, we played some cards ( you shouldn't play that game shaun ). It's kind of sad to see davien could not joining us because of alcohol poisining. Too bad man *lol*. But all of them was a sweet heart. In the end, Sheena surprise me by giving me an ice-cream waffle. It was OWH-SO-GOOD, I'm coming there again to have another go on one of those little bad boys *wink*.

Its sad to think that this year new years celebrations is a bump in the ass. When my friend is having so much fun in laundry, me personaly is having so much fun at home watching all tons of movies. I mean its not like i wanted to, its just that no one had ask me out on new years eve. But its okay, I know some people who had already confessed that they DID try and call my mom. Honestly, I kinda hate new years eve celebration, specially when we had to wait till the ball drops and traditionally needs to kiss the person you love.

The band Dumbfounded is currently on a break. So no performing whatsoever. Still, can't wait for this years Mpt5 *wink*.

I am still trying to slow down on my smoking habit, but i couldn't stop to resist the temptation. *lol*, well, I will hope for the best.

Muadz

p.s: The heart of life is Gooooood~

Random Quest !!

2008-12-23T01:15:00.000-08:00

What do you know:
1. Who are you?
- Abdul Mu’adz bin abdul jalil

2. Guy /Girl ?
- Guy.. pfft.. my name says it all !!

3. What time is?
- Hammer time / 5.20 p.m. / 23rd Dec 08.

4. Are you a work-a-holic or a lazy bastard?
- Wtf ? you’re calling me a bastard…??

5. Answer my question bitch!
- I am.. I am.. a lazy bastard ( fuck you )

6. Who is the person that you think before you went to bed?
- Ahh~ It has got to be my one and only John Clayton Mayer, and after that I think about *HER*

7. Are you gay?
- HELL no man..

8. Then why do you think of HIM before you sleep?
- …… err.. No idea !! you tell me !!

9. Do you love someone right now?
- yes.. wait.. no.. ahh.. ( brain damage )

10. Do you hate anyone right now?
- jyeah.. myself !!

11. Who is your BFF?
- right now.. there are only 3 person that I really care =D

12. Who is your lover?
- There is only one person that I love right now.. but…

13. Do you believe in karma?
- back when I was still a young teenager.. yes.. NOW ! I would say NO!

14. What do you think of the song I’M YOURS ?
- Cool artist.. Cool kid.. but I’m not into Jason XD

15. What do you think of the song BEAT IT?
- Mikaeel version was waaaaay better than FOB, that’s for sure !!

16. What do you think of the song YOUR BODY IS A WONDERLAND?
- oOo(o3O)oOo  who was the artist for this song? Never heard of it..

17. Have you ever kiss anyone?
- If I said no.. then that means I’m lying XD

18. Have you ever kiss anyone recently?
- For this question I would definitely say YES !!!

19. Have you ever kiss a girl?
- what kind of a dumb question is that.. of course !!! I even made out with my friends XD

20. Have you ever kiss a guy?
- Aha aha aha -_-“ Nooo nooooooo.. never never neverrr in my entire life !! ( to the people who went to the trip.. what happen in p.d stays in p.d )

21. Who is better in kissing? guy / girl?
- Guys.. definitely.. sorry girls XD

22. Who is the best kisser that you’ve ever kiss?
- IF I say her name.. the rest would get jealous of her.

23. Have you ever had sex before?
- Yes… all over the fucking house !!! jk jk

24. Have you ever done it with your friend?
- Ohhh goddd ~ High school flashback! err.. no? I know SOME people will laugh when they’re reading this.

25. Who are you thinking right about now?
- Si pendek dan Si tinggi !!! ( figure it out )

Mpt5&6 - The Dumbfounded -

2008-12-02T21:25:00.000-08:00

I've finally uploaded the video.. its a little blurred. But no matter.. I hope you guys enjoyed it !!!

Johnny be goode :

La bamba :

Wonderful tonight video is too short.. so i am afraid that u guys need to watch it live !! Thank you for watching !!

Tag you're IT !!

2008-12-02T18:28:00.000-08:00

This one, you can blame nina for.

Starting time : 10.30 A.M

Name : Muadz

Sisters : -

Brothers : Hakim

Shoe size : 9 +

height : 7 feet ( almost )

Where do you live : Subang Jaya

Have you ever...
Been on a plane : Yes, but that was a long time ago.. now I'm scared to ride one.

Swam in the ocean : Loads of times.. but not that far laa.. Scared of sharks. F**kin sharks gaak

Fallen asleep at school : Thousands of times.. They used to call me The Sleeping Douchebag

Broken someone’s heart : I'm a horrible.. terrible...terrible person ( "No You're not Muadz.. We still love you Muadz" )

Fell off your chair : When i was in high school.. try to make this one girl that i like noticed me.. hahaha I am so pathetic

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : I am not THAT desperate..

Saved e-mails : Jyeahhh !!

What is your room like : I'm not gonna say anything bout my room.. I mean okay It's a little messy and untidy.. but that's just it =P

What’s right beside you: Phone, my casio watch, peanut, my bag and my Cidesco notes !!

What is the last thing you ate : Nasi lemak at one of the mamak stall at ss19.

Chicken pox : Yeah, twice... i know.. how can THAT happen ehh!

Sore throat : I'm having one right now.. crap !!! i wish that i could just pull my lungs out !!

Stitches : My baddest stitches is on my knuckles ( right ), I remember this one time.. i punch the window and broke the glass window, just because i saw my ex was flirting with my best frend!!

Broken nose : hahahaha.. Do i look like i've got a broken nose.. I'm to cute and adorable, who would want to punch me *wink* ( nina might -_-" )

Do you believe in love at first sight : Depends on whom i fall for the first time..

Like picnics : Not so much..

Who is the person...
You last danced with : Nazirul.. he tries to school me on how to c-walking.

Who last made you smile : Nina, kisu,shira and nazirul !!

You last yelled at : My brother hakim..

Today did you…
Talk to someone you like : Yeah.. My mum,dad, bro and my friends =D

Kiss anyone : YEAH !!

Get sick : Grrr... Next question =(

Talk to an ex : Nope.. but i chat with her from time to time..
.
Miss someone : The Vyruz,The Chibi, The Dumb, The family enuf said

Who do you really hate: I can name you some.. but you wouldn't like it !!

Do you like your hand-writing : hate it...

Are your toe nails painted : hahaha.. no no no and no..

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My cousins bed.. sumpah selesa gila!! I'm coming over again next time *wink*
What color shirt are you wearing now : White and blue stripes

Are you a friendly person : I'm a people person.. so I think I am.

Do you have any pets : Cat.. french cat.. all white. Sadly,my grandma is taking care of her now.

Do you sleep with the TV on : Loads of time.. recently i slept watching john mayer live concert, it is so relaxing.. love it !!

What are you doing right now : Posting this meme, Posting my bands video in youtube, doin my cidesco work and listening to pussycat doll !! JYEAAHH !!!!

Can you handle the truth : Hurm~~

Are you closer to your mother or father : My mother,mom, mami,ibu,bonda,emak,Ka sa!!

Do you eat healthy : Nope.. My dad brags me out on this one.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : yeah.. inside my wallet !!

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : Yol, nazirul,zul and sora!! They're good listeners, well.. it depends on whom i wanted to met laa !!
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : I'm H.Y.P.ER !!! so basically, I like to shout a looott of times.

Are you confident : hahaha.. nope..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

I was... 10?

I was beginning to think rasionaly
I like to tease people and call them short all the time.
I went to pulau tioman a lot of time around that time.
I eat a lot of chicken.. till now..
I gave my mom and dad a hard time.. kekeke !! ( my dad thinks i'm a pain in the a** )

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

I'd buy the world. ( tak cukup kot )
I'd bring my friends out along and belanja mamak
I'd donate it to some of the richest people in the world.
I'd pay good money to some genius scientis and ordered them to make a serum that'll make me a super man.
I'd pay 30 seconds to mars and ask them to perform for nina, kisu and teahuh birthday party !! ( but I sing.. i'm not paying for jared leto.. he can stay at the back and play the flute or something )

5 of my bad habits:

I like to swear to someone when they're not around me.
I like to smile and giggle when i am thinking about something funny.
I attend to sleep rather than walking.
I like to sing in the toilet, kitchen, hall room, class, office, my friends house, summit, pyramid, stage, 7-eleven, mamak, last but not least.. my room !!
I like to make another 5 more bad habits and show it to my friends.

5 places I’ve lived:

Subang Jaya
Subang Jaya
Subang Jaya
Subang Jaya
Subang Jaya

(Subang had been the source of life)

I tag:
Nina
Kisu
Teahuh
Nazirul
Amirul Aiman
Zul

Hello !!

2008-12-02T02:16:00.000-08:00

Hai !! i know that my blog is just an ordinary blog.. but i'll update it soon. ha ha ha.. sorry.. nina will update it soon.

okay, gotta bust a move.

muaz fooo !!!